Mother's Day Sucks

So I am going to have a craptastic mother's day....you know why? Because despite me reminding my husband about mothers day he forgot and I find myself having to go and buy my own present with two children in tow. I am not near my own mother and even if I was near her we are not doing alot of talking because...well she's freaking crazy. ok ok so I am crazy too but thats not the point the point really is that she is crazier than me lol.

So I have been dealing with my son not listening I mean he truly decides what he wants to do and does it because thats what he wants to do. I am at my wits end trying to be a good mother and understanding and setting boundaries and rules for him. I plan stuff for us to do together I speak to him all the time we get new books to read together I am buying him an expensive as hell bed to help him sleep better at night. I am just not breaking through the stubborn streak he has. Lucas is pretty good and I hardly have to say anything to him which really means he is only 1 years old and is not proficent enough to get into any trouble. Which to Nathan might seem like we like Lucas more because Lucas does not get in as much trouble. So yeah thats my parenting problems for now.

I have quit my job as a daycare provider. I had to do it I love my job but I think it might me some of the reason for Nathan acting out the way he has been. I also need more time to do my homework. I am starting my JR year of college and it's been super hard trying to deal with the fcc program and my homework. Dont even get me started on this stupid program. I will go into that another time.

Well I think thats it for now. I am off to get me and the kids dressed so that I can cash my checks and buy my own presents...cause it's fun to do that :)