It's my life....

So I am super close to my last day of work...like two days off and I get a visi t from the daycare police wanting to inspect my home. Why? I am quitting I am done dealing with their bullshit so why are they coming to bother me??

Whatever let it roll off my back.

So I am watching the series True blood with hubby which lets face it with all the sex the show has it makes for interesting viewing lol. Soft core porn to the fullest!!! BRING IT ON!!! ok I kid I kid.

This afternoon was shit filled...literally. Daisy the dog shit in her crate and then got it all over herself because it was the gross I'm sick kind. I am still trying to learn to be a dog person so when I have to search her for ticks or pick my poop give her bath I feel a tad grossed out....but thats the same feeling I get over my kids shit so I think I am doing good with her lol.

I am having fun running the spouses group so far and planning things. I have decided that I am tired of worrying about if others like me or hate me or if they are talking about me. It drives me crazy. I like my life and my family I guess if they are the only people I have to put up with how crazy I am and to listen to my troubles then I guess that is ok. I think I do stuff for people so they will want to invite me back because they know I will help them and then they will see how awesome I am and decide to be my friend. I am not sure how true this is tho cause I am seeing double and messing up every other word I type cause I am so freaking tired.

So I will go to bed and then look at this tomorrow like I am hung over and try to remember why I typed any of this and when I did it :)

Hello there...

Well I am blogging because I have no one that I can actually talk too. I am horrible at making friends and no matter what I do I cant seem to find the time to keep up dates that would help me to keep friends. I am the product of my childhood I grew up a military brat and make friends with the knowledge that they might move away from me. I dont want to make friends that way but I am 26 years old and lacking in the friends department. I am trying to plan my sons first birthday party and found that I have no one to attend because i am always working or doing homework. Right now I am feeling trapped by my chosen career (home daycare provider) because while I love my job its very isolating. I need a friend matchmaker lol.