Just a regular day in the neighborhood

So today is a bit boring I have been cleaning and speaking with children who dont understand anything I am saying nor do they care unless it's about them getting somethin to eat or drink. My husband took off and went to France with some friends for the weekend. I trust him really I do. But I am a normal woman who decides to think about all the horrible thing that could happen while he is gone and worry myself to death....Cause I am a weirdo and that is what I do.



I worry about every possible thing that could go wrong because some how that is suppose to actually stop the bad things from happening.



So anyways today and yesterday since the hubby left on his trip has been shit filled. I mean my oldest did it and then the youngest and then the dog. See she thinks if she pisses all over the floor after we have just come back in that it will make me love her more. But I am sorry to tell her it does not work hat way. You have to keep my just mopped floor clean in order for me to love you.



So I am going to be all kinds of busy this year with taking 4 classes at WCU and then 2 classes at GCCC just to make sure I get my school work done. I want to b graduated and getting ready to work at a school so bad or to be teaching a pre-k program but I have two lil crazy people of my own that I have to take care of along with my husband.



Now I love my children and my husband with all my heart



But sometimes I wonder what my life would have been like if I had not joined the military. I feel like my life took the turn it did because of that very decision that very decision to join the military. What if I had stayed home and got a job and gone to college? Would I have ended up with my mom in VA? I dont like VA.....would I have been happy? How long would I have been single?

I dont even know if I would have been happy. I know people say they are happy when they were single...but wasnt I always knew that even if didnt have children I wanted to havea husband I wanted a family. Not all families include children so I understood that. I just wanted to have someone to take care of someone I loved who loved me and wanted to take care of me...even when I am not good at letting people actually take care of me.

I dont know sometimes driving might be my worst enemy that is when I think of all this stuff lol.

Gossip n' Such

Ok so I was just on the phone with my mom talking about people who gossip about stars and make a living off of it. Then she starts to talk about someone named Wendy Williams. So then I wanted to know who this person is why my mother is calling her a poor version of me.

Now first of all if she is a poor version of me then she HAS to be broke because my husband is in the military...I am not making any special money honey. So anyways I am trying to figure outhow ths chick is like me and I pull up a picture of this woman with big blonde hair.

I am offended

I do not want her to be called a poor mans tessie. We dont seem to have anything in common. I guess maybe she tries to be a lady and such and her demeaner *at least to my mom* is protrayed as fake. In the end I cant make too many judgements about the woman I have not watched her show and I dont really care too. There are enough celebrity shows on tv I dont need to watch this.

I am sure her feelings are not hurt because I dont feel the need to watch a big blonde black chick insult rich people.
So anyways I have been working very hard on various projects and none of them include my math class which am failing so I have stopped going...because thats what we should all do when we can not pass a class we should stop going.

I have watched some movies recently

Dream girls would be the one that stood out the most for me. Oh my gosh I dint want to see it because I thought it wouldnt be any good. But man oh man was I wrong it was awesome I couldnt stop watching it or wanting jen hudson's character to get back on her feet! The singing was very awesome. I loved all the songs they were all very awesome. I would recommend this movie to others to watch. Costumes and voices and filming. When Eddie Murphy's character was dumped so cruel like I wanted to reach into the tv and hug him and tell him it would be ok you cheating bastard!. I loved it.

I am currently dealing with school right now it's hard trying to get your teaching degree online but I might be able to do it if the school works with me so wish me luck!

Kindermusik blog gone wrong...

So I am trying to write a kindermusik blog about starting up my job and everything and it's not showing up on the search engines. It's crazy I tell you lol. How do I get people to want to come to the website if they cant even find it and if they cant find it I cant drum up any business. Then there is the bigger issues of then I am blogging for no one. But wait lol I am blogging for no one here huh?

So here is my problem how do I drum up traffic to two sites that are not being crawled? I dont know give me a day or two to figure it out. Meanwhile I am trying to do some more tutoring but I am not sure if I should I worry about it when school is starting next month and when I am going to be starting work here soon. I think I might just keep my one student and just leave it alone. I dont know I will do I will think about it tomorrow lol.

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